Saturday, April 02, 2005
ha..had guitar today and had to wake up real early..and now my fingers hurt to the core..totally hate it but syf is nearing..and it has to be the last one among all the performing arts..there are like advantages and disadvantages..haiz..coz i'll have lesser time to study for my chinese..then after guitar i went to meet wei for lunch and then headed for the library..and we had to be seated next to this annoying couple..they acted as if they were at home..disgusting..errgghh..haha..and wei and i were quite pissed off..haha..sigh..totally miss the youths..and it has only been a wk..how am i gonna survive till the next time i can see them which is in june!and i totally miss phy!sigh..i think she'll be off to uni when i'm back to church..i think today is one of my best days..nothing to worry and think about..so my mind's quite relaxed..only tt i have lots of doubts on homework..but i'm not goin to think bout it right now..let's worry bout this tmr..sigh..watever..i think i'm a really negative person..i'm never positive..i hate myself for tt..i only think bout the bad things tt are gonna happen and the word 'positive' never comes across my mind when i'm worried..haha..cant help it though..tt's just me!haha..(=
a star fell from the sky;
7:15 pm
