Wednesday, April 27, 2005
tomorrow's our big day..yes..our big day..it's my very last syf in stc..i'm excited and at the same time,frightened..i do not know what it's gonna be like tomorrow..i think i'm even more nervous now than the previous time..i dont know how am i gonna face a huge audience..i cant help but think if we're gonna make it..i have no confidence..we practiced so hard that i think we deserve to get a gold..but it's just that it's not this case..it's how we play and feel it..i'm afraid of the mistakes we're gonna make tomorrow..it just freaks me out..someone please..please come and take away my discomfort..i just need a word from you to say that we can make it..i hope that we can leave the hall tomorrow with a big smile on our faces..i really do not want to have any high hopes in case it'll all go down the drain..sigh..please bless us..amen..
a star fell from the sky;
6:22 pm
